Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Thinking about happiness.
I'm not a stay at home best selling novelist yet, so unlike Gretchen, I don't have the time to take a year of my life and focus completely on a bunch of experimental resolutions that might make me happier. But I can take notice of my feelings day to day, write down important things that happen, and start living each day with the question, what about this day made me feel happier?
Is the glass half empty or half full? I have much I could sit and cry about that's currently going on right now in my life. But you know what? Today I woke up happy. I woke up singing and humming and even though every muscle in my body hated to lift itself out of bed, I joyously went to get my daughter and played with her for an hour when we got home.
I believe we each have multiple lives, so I do not ascribe to the "one chance to get it right" theory before plunging up into heaven or down into hell. I've studied mercifully and enlisted the help of others along this path to spiritual awareness. If you'd like more information about my beliefs then I'll be glad to tell you if you promise not to judge and hate just because I may not believe what you do.
But belief in soul progression, in multiple lives, does not mean each day here on Earth in this life isn't important. Sometimes it feels like happiness eludes me always, and sometimes I have a great deal of hope for my future, and Sarah's future.
I'm gonna start taking note of the days as they pass, and I'm going to keep reading and studying books that I feel will help change my attitude and open my eyes to new ways of thinking about what it is I'm here to do. And the successes I've already had. One of my quiet promises to myself is to get back into my blog here, so you can expect to hear more from me. The more people who read and comment, the more energized I'll be on my journey. Let's talk about what makes us happy, about each days little gifts, about things that make us stop and think, and about how our higher selves, and our higher power, guides us along our path.
Interested to see what happens!